i know.

inhale. exhale. lean your head back. and let go. it turns better. when you realize that you really don't mean what you thought you did to them, you find people who you do know where you stand. i can just let go even if i don't want to. it hurts less than i truly thought. my only problem. . . i was always here for you and somehow you never knew it. i guess i can stop now, now that you don't particularly need me. you need someone who won't break as easily as me. i feel cruel, letting go but i can't take another hit, i'll fall apart. every time i told you i love you i meant it with all of my heart. i could see you didn't believe me and so i release. megan screams at me "don't be stupid, you've been wasting your life on a lost cause for two years. it's time for a change." that song did it. we weren't meant to be together. i don't know how i missed that but i did. but it's something i can handle. stay around me, please don't leave me. don't go away, it'll make it hader for me to heal. not all scars fade. and anyway, if i wanted them to, they would. you never forget loving someone and i never will. after all, it's always the same. this whole world.