i hope the next girl makes her happy. i honestly do. because i wasn't enough, no matter how much i tried. i know it's sad but i wish maybe i had given more of myself. i know that i would have hurt more but i maybe it would have been enough. even though it hit hard when she kept leaving me, with her i was happy. but now i sleep on it and cry over it. i screwed up by loving somebody i've loved longer than her and now i mean nothing to her.
the quote on the left is for her, for whoever she choses to have next, the one on the right ot him, to show i remembered. that is his favorite quote. i know he may never love me the way i do for him, and i may never redeem myself to her but if i can keep his friendship i can live. i let myself get out of hand hoping. i know i'll be happy someday even if not today. i just wish that i could stop the pain somehow