Monday, November 2, 2009

so he was right.

a friend of mine told me to listen to this song. he said it would surely make me cry. your call by secondhand serenade. a part of my mind is in love with him. i have to be honest. i love the way he looks at me when he's telling me about the girl he's in love with. though it's my best friend i still can't help but try to make this easier for him. both of them have been through the same heartbreak i have. the multiple losses of the one we're loving. i wouldn't tell him that though. i never show my true feelings. i'm not weak. i hate people to know whats going on in my mind. it would tear me up. so when i burst out crying it almost killed me when he saw. not only that beu he came over and tried to make it stop. the last time he saw me cry was sixth grade and that was when my friend told him that i liked him. (he made fun of me) i guess i've always had feelings for him.


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