sure

i've given in. keep my silence and go on the way i always have. painted smiles and crudely composed facades. blareing music and crying only where i cannot be seen. it goes to show that nobody really knows me. i'm eternally a forced optimist causing people to think what could be worse and a pure through and through pessimist. yeah a bit of an oximoron but thats me. thats how i've always been and thats how i'll always be. and if thats a problem you can kiss my fluffy tail.